hi--bye

2009-09-15T16:34:00.001+08:00

i've moved to Livejournal.

http://hi-byebye.livejournal.com

relink me if you want. :)

2009-08-09T21:11:00.000+08:00

something's wrong with blogger. or is it just my comp. i dunno. but its so irritating. i cant even upload pics or edit my text. and i got so much to update about.
a levels is really eating me up. i can feel my flesh, blood, bones, hair, teeth, eyes, organs all being slowly eaten up by a levels. and its eating faster and faster each time.

Typical Friday date

2009-07-11T13:12:00.009+08:00

I spent 3 out of the 5 weekdays fasting to catch up on my Ramadhan pay-back fast. The good thing is, I get to save money. But the bad thing is, I don't have enough energy to survive all the lessons till evening, excluding doing tutorials and revision at night. I kept dozing off during lessons and couldn't fully concentrate. Now that sucks alot. Coz I'm gonna spend weeks of revisions for A Levels and Prelims during the fasting month, and I really hope it won't affect me much.

Anyway, this week ended well with the usual Friday dates that we always have for the past 7-8 months or so. As usual, we went home to change and I took my time dressing up while the bf went for prayers, then we met at my void deck and went to Bugis. It was the first time we watched a movie at Iluma. The cinema is really nice, but they should have couple seats. No couple seats = no fun. Haha. Other than that, the sound is really loud and it helps, for a semi-deaf person like me. Lol.

This movie was nice. Ali Larter was totally obsessed over that black guy coz I think she has a mental problem. She was smart with all her plans to fulfill her sexual/love fantasy with him and to ruin their marriage, and people will just hate her for that. The serious cat fight between the girls was fun. Beyonce's acting was good too. I think I like romance thrillers like this. Like Twilight and the series. :)
After that, we went shopping for like 3 hours around Bugis Street. I finally topped up my collection of fake eyelashes. Can't wait to try them on. :) I didn't expect myself to empty my wallet in one day.

Yesterday, my classmate asked the bf a question that I guess a couple of my classmates have been wondering about. Lol. I'm not surprised, but I don't know why she only asked it now, and not at the beginning of the year. Anyway, since it's been already 7-8 months, there's nothing much left to say.

2009-07-07T21:02:00.003+08:00

They say that the sun that comes out after a heavy rain or thunderstorm is beautiful. I guess that's true. Especially when you put it into a context of a relationship. :)) Feels like you're falling in love all over again.

boohoo

2009-07-05T21:02:00.005+08:00

SA2 is such a bitch, i swear. the same bitchy exam that makes me feel as if my life is screwed up because i studied super hard for the whole of my last june holiday, yet i dont feel like the effort paid off enough to get me decent grades. and the worst part is that this is the last exam before prelims, and the second last exam before A levels. the best was only chem. maybe this might be one of the first few times that my chem marks will exceed my maths marks. and physics can go to hell. so does geog. anyway, it sucks to know that i could have done better. i wonder when i can ever get the feeling that "yeah, i really did my best this time". hopefully by prelims. hopefully..

good news is: i had a great time with the girls in the class on thursday at nad's. the movie marathon was kinda fun, with great fattening food that leaves me feeling guilty as always. but its good coz its really been a long time since a had a real girly time. we'll do it again next time maybe after prelims if not after A levels. which reminds me, i cant wait for prom and New Moon. thinking of all the shopping and preparation for prom is making me excited. :))))

the 4 days of exam may be sucky, but im glad the week ended well with the girly "slumber party" and a date with the Mr. on Friday at town. I Love You, Man was not bad. the storyline is kinda boring coz its so typical and predictable, but the show was quite funny. we watched it at Cathay Orchard, then walked around Orchard to windowshop for my forever-hard-to-find suitable prom dress, followed by our regular daily lepak session at marina square rooftop. i wore my 2007 prom dress for the first time since prom ended. heh.

weekend's pretty boring. did nothing much yesterday, and today, im at expo the whole day (and im still here now) and i was supposed to complete my SGC and chem tutorial and SA2 paper, but ended up playing games and surfing the net on my boyfren's lappy(erm, laptop i mean). my SGC is only one third done, while chem is untouched.

tomorrow will be badminton session with less than half of the class, followed by lunch-cum-class-bonding-session, then will try to finish my chem by tomorrow.

i dunno why i always have the tendency to regret chopping of my fringe for bangs, when i was the one who wanted it in the first place. now i miss my long fringe.

i havent been running at the stadium like i planned to. but my nose is.

2009-06-24T10:57:00.002+08:00

yes, im down with flu. quite mild i guess. no fever. and i havent been travelling overseas at all. so im pretty sure its not the flu babi. but it still sucks. i dont have the mood to study hard. i hope my nose will stop running soon so that i can continue with my hardcore revision.

im already panicking coz i've been neglecting my H1 subjects (including GP!) like they dont matter for university admission at all. thats why this whole week is dedicated to GP and geog, including a few h2s here and there.

goodnews is, i've got a new closet! well its not a walk-in wardrobe (YET), but its bigger and better. :) for once, i can fit in ALL my clothes in a single closet. with some handbags and other bags.

the last june holiday of my life is the worst one ever.

the last june holiday of my life

2009-06-12T12:56:00.003+08:00

Quick Updates

manifestasi was quite a disappointment. i think tarian is the most worth watching.
i decided to skip yesterday's maths lecture at the last minute, after being in school for like 10 minutes. lol
u can read my previous post for the biggest shit incident of the month(or year).
i've been studying like crazy, its really literally driving my crazy, i think. stop asking me to take a break coz i have a lot more to do.
i promise myself to go on a date with him to escape theme park or wild wild wet by this year so that we can compare whose balls are bigger. (or actually prove that mine is bigger) *smirks*
i wish someone's girlfren would leave him for a butch. coz its a good remedy for his bad ego.
my house has been re-painted purple! :)
i think i need a weekly dosage of soya bean or tahue.
i need to congratulate alfred (the manager of coffee bean at expo) for making a lot of money from me and hisyam almost everyday for studying there for about 10 hours each time we're there..
and finally, i get to sleep alone in the room again coz my sis is moving out for a few days. :)

pain in my arse

2009-06-12T12:55:00.000+08:00

my neighbour living in the corner of the corridor had something to do with loan sharks. whether he borrowed for them, or is a guarantor for anyone, i dunno and i dont care. but because of him, my house became one of the victims of the loan shark. they lock our house using a chain and padlock and splash a bit of black/blue paint at our door in the middle of the night last week. my other malay neighbour's house also got locked about a week before my house, but no paint. 2 days ago, my 2 other neighbours' houses living above me also got splashed with red and green paint. and the 4 victims, including my house, all live just beside the staircase. but my neighbour who was involved with the loan sharks, didnt get anything splashed at their house at all.
i was a little amused when it happened to my house last week. but now, im getting angrier at them. we all are. because i've been living here for like 99% of my life, and no shit like this has ever happened to us at all. and this incident just increased my hatred towards my neighbour, who's wife is so unfriendly and forever grumpy and has never ever acknowledged our existence as neighbours before. who wants a neighbour like that?
i seriously hope that the police will do something to the loan sharks or my neighbour. coz we've all been making police reports, but so far, nothing seems to be done. i really hope this is settled soon coz im sure my family is gonna live here for the next 10 years or so and we dont wanna encounter more shit.

hit me baby, many many times.

2009-05-21T23:01:00.003+08:00

i've officially quit selling books. finally. blogshop closed. final paycheque received. so i think i've earned a total of about $600+ only in a year? so little but better than nothing. it can cover mine and my brother's A and O level fees respectively. and about 2% of my university fees? lol.

its time to hit the books and be a full-time mugger now. no more dating and movies. i sort of regretted watching Angels and Demons with the class yesterday, not because it wasnt nice, but because i knew i could have studied during the 2+ hours instead of falling asleep in the beginning of the movie. but it was quite nice anyway. Breaking Dawn will be my last indulgence. next will be 10-year series.

Happiness list of the week

Sports day was fun. I was glad I went for the outing after that.
No more reading logs till next term! :D
Breaking Dawn makes my day. :)
Last SPA paper tomorrow! :)
I finally bought my long-awaited new skinnies in grey.
My mum has agreed to get me a laptop next year. :)
And a new handphone too.
Metta has approved our SL proposal. Happy for hisyam coz his load is lightened.
Amirah gave me a new nickname: The Scorpion Queen. coz i tied scorpion on 7 heads yesterday. So The Rock is my husband eh? lol

2009-05-08T17:52:00.006+08:00

i think im most probably gonna blog crap here.. k i've been having this stupid irritating cough for almost a week already. and with the swine flu crap, people has been staring at me more whenever a cough a few times. the girl beside me in audi has already been disturbed by my coughings and moved away from me everytime i cough. she think i never notice but its obvious actually. oh well, cant blame them coz of this swine flu thingy.

and congrats to mas selamat. your dream came true. u're caught again. padan muka!

i failed 2.4 on wednesday by 1 min 8 secs. lol. i could have passed actually, but was just tired. my eyebags have been growing bigger and darker. thank god we have so many long weekends this year. this weekend is another long one. :) more time to study and catch up on sleep. im going to kubor tmr. with my cough, i dont think i can bace surah yaasin as many times as i usually do when we always visit the kubor. then on mothers day, my mum's gonna cook satay goreng! yummmmyy!!! :DDDD padehal im the one supposed to cook for my mum on mothers day tau. lol. nvm that one come later when i learn how to cook properly.. hehe. anyways, i cant wait! satay and lontong and kuah sambal kacang and maybe even rendang! gosh. more fats. i think i need to excercise more on monday. train for 2.4 in case i have to re-take. wah since when im so enthu about 2.4 seh.. lol

i hate jc life. please end soon. Allah, please give me the strength to study so hard till time is passing by so fast that i dont realise it. i really want this to end fast. just dont make my eyebags explode and leave me looking like a zombie for prom. i love you Allah, and my mum. and you too, my love.

ladeedah..

2009-04-24T21:05:00.005+08:00

this 2 weeks have been so hectic. totally. especially this week.

common jc peeps fav quote: so many things to do, so little time.

so true.

so many tutorials and revision not done for the whole week.

still have SL to plan for.

silly homeworks to rush for at the last minute.

sleepy lectures.

stoopid CCAs.

irritating teachers.

i must thank MDA for making Ploy r21 instead of m18. that means i get to save more money and more time.

speaking of that, i got to watch my first legal m18 movie last friday. :D

but Revolutionary Road wasnt as nice as expected.

my eyebags are pregnant but it doesnt look like its gonna give birth at all.

thank god i got a long 4 hour nap this afternoon.

hopefully the whole weekend will be spent with my books and notes besides visiting my aunt at the hospital.

heats was kinda fun. so funny to see Banu doing long jump. and unexpected for amirah to get bronze.

and i always love fridays with you.

no matter how long or short it is.

coz you're around..

2009-04-10T12:22:00.005+08:00

this week's been a good week. so many memorable days.. :)

i got a freaking B for pw. feel like shouting vulgarities but i think better not.. sigh.

found this at tpjc.net. some sadistic emo person posed this question:
whats the point of living if we're all going to die anyways? Just a matter of when and how.

and a smart, fun-loving, optimistic dude replied such a sweet answer:

To aspire. To make a difference. To leave your Mark on earth. To be remembered for all the things you've done.And to find that one person whom will make a difference to your life and whom you will remember for Eternity.
That is what's worth living for.
Death will come. And it is not how bravely we will face death or how we would die. But how bravely we face life, and how we would live.
-For My Sunshine.

my mother

2009-04-02T22:22:00.001+08:00

i know it's not mothers day but who cares. this song moved me to tears when i first heard it. :D

if u think money can't buy happiness, then u obviously haven't tried shopping.

2009-03-30T22:30:00.005+08:00

I realised that almost everyone have watched Confessions of a Shopaholic. I mean, almost all the girls in my class (aka all muslim girls, not that im racist). It wasn't that bad, but not as good as expected also. The storyline was kinda expected although I've never read the book. Overall, it was nice.. :)
And we had a good time with the camera too. :)

Sort of candid.

Me and Nadiah looking like terrorists. lol

I got a low B for chemistry. Kinda disappointing.. And Roger is like monster. You should go find out what he did to cause the whole level's marks to be adjusted. He actually corrected Ms Devi, our favourite chemistry goddess! He's already taking H3 physics, and now he's trying to conquer chemistry also.. tsk3.

Hope I get A for maths. Or at least a high B.

I cant wait to donate blood this thursday. :D

k im sleepy. bye. :)

mugging time..

2009-03-19T22:44:00.006+08:00

i havent updated for a looong time. well the title of this post says it all. time to chase after the As.. :)

i got A for malay and distinction for oral! :D thanks to my family's malay-speaking genes. :)

im already eighteen! last sunday. till now, its still kinda hard to believe that im legal. some people say i look sixteen. well thanks, but it still sucks to feel old. but its fine. i had great birthday outings and celebrations and dates and presents and surprises. i like birthday dates. :) too bad it only happens once a year for me.

went to NUS open house last saturday. somehow, i felt super young when i was there.. maybe coz i just havent graduated yet and coz of my bite-sized nature. hopefully i'll get there in future.. insyaallah. :)

i'm starting to panic for exams next week although i've been studying. maybe i've been studying at a very slow pace. there's not enough time! i just hope i dont fail anything. one or two As will be nice..

and i cant wait to watch confessions of a shopaholic! :D its coming out just after exams. how nice.. :)

and i think it's time for some confessions as well. im not single. although many people already know.. :p

he's trying to act macho. and she's not acting cute. she's high on coke, at Kidz Cafe! :) yeah, she's 18 years old.

i love babies. not babis.

2009-02-27T22:58:00.004+08:00

Got this from a random anonymous blogger.

A baby will make love stronger, days shorter, nights longer, bankroll smaller, home happier, clothes shabbier, the past forgotten, and the future worth living for...

This is my favourite baby video. :)

nak kahwin! nak anak! octuplets? haha.

Oh. Happy 1 year anniversary to Mas Selamat. God knows whether you really survived one year or not. Even if you don't, hope you're enjoying hell. You suck.

lepak queen

2009-02-23T21:01:00.002+08:00

i've found a lepak and camwhore partner for wednesday's road run! :DD

i feel kinda happier now, dunno why. so random.
let's watch more bollywood and attend more weddings. coz they are just so full of happy endings. i like! :DDD

he's just not that into you is nice. :)

am i in love? are u?

i laugh myself to sleep. its my lullaby.

2009-02-22T11:27:00.005+08:00

and i'm so bored. supposed to leave house now to look for my mum's bday present but since she's also going to where i was going, nvm. her bday is coming this coming saturday. turning 42. but im kinda broke. :(

road run this wednesday at ecp! excited! :D i think i might be running the 3km. yucks. or maybe not. anyone wanna lepak with me? :))) after that will be class outing. then going out again. :)

and i found aki's blog. wakakaka.

and bloody hell, im so tired of being short. ok damn it.

I'm not short, i'm just bite-sized.

sounds better right? :D

i guess i found out that im a pessimist and a big cry baby. i get so demoralised easily. loser lah sarah. grow up lah..

k im just bored. this week's been the same as any other week. same old busy schedule, rushing last minute homeworks, catching up on stoopid difficult topics, facing egoistic female teachers who don't shave their armpits properly. disgusting school. i cant wait to graduate. and join another school. NUS? err... we'll see..

She bangs!

2009-02-13T22:30:00.004+08:00

Happy Friendship Week and Happy V-Day! :D

Today was fun. :)))
Thanks to all those who made my day with gifts and wishes and all the hype in class.
Thanks to Banu, Babat, Atiqah, Grace, Laalu, Sam and Ms Nirmala for all the roses, balloons and chocolates. And thanks to Nixon who taught me how to fold roses from chocolate wrappers. :)

Although my worst menses cramps came today, it was still okay and more endurable thanks to all these fun people who made my day. If not for them, I would have been super PMS and emo. Love u guys 08S16. :)

Benjamin Button is quite boring. Worse still, it lasted for like 3 hours. And Pizza Hut made me look like I was pregnant. Overall, a good start for a weekend. Although I was super tired and pancit!

Date for tomorrow? Nahh... I'm gonna be mugging man.. No more dating. The only exception is when my date is also a mugger like me. Then can have a mugging date. Haha.

Best friends are like viagra. They lift you up when you are down.

2009-02-11T16:33:00.000+08:00

This blog post is so outdated.
And this is what you get when you go out to study with a camwhore slut, just like me. :)

Happy Friendship Week! :D

School has been good and nice. Yet shitty at the same time. Back to old schedule of piles of tutorials, rushing through last minute homework during breaks, eating Roti John in the canteen, watching my eyebags growing bigger, disturbing babat, laughing my ass off with fun people, cursing bitchy teachers and stupid school systems, getting bored during cca. That is so TPJC. Everything remains the same except for ONE thing. I'M FINALLY PARTICIPATING IN PE!!! lol. Don't ask me about it. =/

damn it sarah. can u stop falling in love.. its driving u crazy. nvm, i think u shouldnt fall out of it. and u dont look like u're gonna fall out of it.

sarah likes to dream and stone...

2009-01-27T21:37:00.003+08:00

And why is that so? Well i just have my own lil fairytale world and i love to visit it whenever i'm bored or when i'm not doing anything. So i'll just stone and dream about all the nice things that i want but will never get. It's not because my life is incomplete. I'll always try to be content with whatever i have. Coz i'm aware of whatever Ms Nirmala said during GP: idealistic vs realistic. They will never intersect. Haha. Dreaming and stoning is just part of my realistic life, thinking and wondering about an idealistic life.
And maybe thats why i love weddings and bollywood. Coz they're all full of happy endings. Just like in fairytales. Well we just wish that our happy endings don't have to be paved with broken hearts.

Wish me luck. I'm finally gonna run for PE tmr after 1.5 years. :(((

2009-01-17T23:05:00.003+08:00

I've seen this advertisement about 4 times. It's just so nice. :)

Help. I'm so deeply in love.

Selamat New Year

2009-01-17T11:15:00.000+08:00

Good start for a new year? I guess so.. Except for some shitty stuffs like stoopid exams. Every subject was screwed up lah ok. So much for studying everyday. I sound so demoralised. I think I am. :(

Yesterday was fun. Watched Seven Pounds coz someone's like a big fan of Will Smith. Hehe. The beginning was quite boring coz we still had no idea what the story was all about. Towards the end, it became clearer. And it turn out to be quite okay.. I like the cool jellyfish. At least it's better than a giant smelly 100-year-old Darwin's tortoise. Haha.

And I can't believe I'm finally gonna participate in PE this coming Monday after 1.5 years of not exercising!! zomg. Banu is so gonna be fascinated seeing me running in PE shorts! Haha. Thats so not me..

Let's sing Aki's favourite song: Ungu - Kekasih Gelapku
Ku mencintai mu lebih dari apa pun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintai mu sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku (literally? haha)

I can't wait to see some TK minahs coming to TPJC next month. I hope they won't create a new batch of malay bimbos. Although there will always be one in TPJC. TK too. Lol. And TK didn't improve in their o level mean L1R5. That's like wtf? Oh well, I know my batch is smarter. Haha.

Why does it seem as if so many people are falling in love or getting married? That's so YAY! :D
Let's watch The Wedding Game so that I can berangan nak kahwin lagi.. Hehe.
Coz weddings make me happy yo.. :D

punjab powers, lighting up your life. :)

2008-12-30T22:50:00.008+08:00

So finally, im posting the wedding photos of Kak Izah and Abang Wan. :)

This was after the nikah.

One of the nicest married couple pose i've ever seen. lol

this is damn sweet. :)

javanese outfit.

hari persandingan.

the gorgeous formal gown and suit. :)

I've found a new camwhore partner who camwhores with me like no one's business and can go up to 50 plus pics each day! Now i like modelling. haha! good model+good photographer= gorgeous photos! :D

yeah, hisyam calls his ruler "hisyam's 8 inch" and his correction fluid "kocok". i know, he's so corrupted. and im so clean.. haha

oh, twilight is damn good. i watched it twice. :) and im gonna watch movie again this friday. and next 2 fridays. haha. of coz, i've also been a good girl coz i've been studying.. :)

damn, 2008 is ending so soon. it feels so fast, i can hardly feel it at all. lol. k nonsense.

here are some highlights of 2008.

*went to tpjc for PAE and had one of the best 6 weeks of my life. full of uncontrollable laughter every day! :D

*o level result. was quite happy with my raw score of 11 points, minus 4 bonus. but was damn disappointed with chem and malay for not getting a1. :(

*decided to continue in tpjc and realised the school sucks and was getting suckier.

*my one whole year of mc - excused from PE. :D

*i actually got a silver trophy by winning inter-class pidato. thats damn weird! lol

*PW is seriously sucky

*i still cant forget how i actually layan-ed the 4 mats in the bus who were asking for my number. lol!

*sold a record of 81 books in a month!

*and a few complicated/funny love stories.

dont ask me for new year resolutions. it will be the same ol' study hard for A's. other than that, i always forget about it a few days after 1st jan.

hello monsters :)

2008-12-19T22:13:00.005+08:00

congrats to kak izah and abang wan on their wedding last weekend. :)
the 2 days of wedding was so nice and fun and touching, it melted my heart. i was almost moved to tears and it made me so high, now i cant wait for my turn to get married. haha. :D
will upload the pics soon. :)

i went out today! with hisyam and my sis. because there was some last minute plans, my sis had to tag along. finally got to watch bollywood movie! :D Rab Ne Bana Di Jodi, starring Shah Rukh Khan! :D damn, now me and hisyam are effing hooked on the show! i finally got hisyam hooked on bollywood! :DDD he actually cried! zomg! haha! k now we're so gonna hunt down the songs of the movies and download them, and put them on replay for 359894146546132 times on our phones!! :DD
k i mabok hindustan already. coz im so high, and i wanna watch more hindi movies! :DD

Tujh Mein Rab Dikhta Hai - Roopkumar Rathod

Haule Haule - Sukhwinder Singh

Phir Milenge Chalte Chalte - Sonu Nigam

entertain me..

2008-12-11T20:03:00.003+08:00

k im just bored.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
1. my big butt!
2. my so-called chubby cheeks
3. my long long hair

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
1. fat thighs
2. i can be very boncit sometimes
3. my double eyelids are too fine

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1. god
2. death
3. love? haha

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS
1. EYELINER!!
2. my hapek (handphone in indon)
3. hmm dunno

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING NOW
1. over sized orange OA gold tshirt
2. red bermudas
3. green hair band

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS
[my taste changes every now and then. so for now, this is what i like]
1. paramore
2. fallout boy
3. ok i dunno

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP
[omg?]
1. love (duh)
2. understanding/care/concern/trust
3. fun/humour

THREE THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEALS TO YOU
1. fun/humour
2. doesnt mind my crazy side esp when im high, and actually layan me. lol!
3. ummm hot? sportsman? i dunno..

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES
1. STONE!! [haha. right, hisyam?]
2. lepak
3. just lying down, doing nothing
[i know im effing lazy]

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY NOW
1. lepak with someone?
2. try the new fererro rendhoir thingy.
3. nothing

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED
1. gynae sounds fun. but i dont think i'll ever make it
2. chem engineer? but i dun wanna die faster
3. nutritionist? ok sounds even more ridiculous. haha

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON A VACATION
1. amsterdam sounds fun. looks nice also.
2. new zealand?
3. australia? i dunno. this is just random.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. haji [insyallah]
2. taubat
3. serve my parents and dont trouble them ANYMORE. haha

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL
1. eyeliner!
2. gossip gossip gossip!
3. i like boys. haha!

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE NOT STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL
1. i dont really like wearing skirts?
2. i like girls too. i feel like a les sometimes. HAHA
3. umm dunno?
[okay this was quite hard]

THREE PEOPLE THAT YOU WANT TO DO THIS QUIZ
1. alsyaari [since u just updated ur blog.. just change the girl part to guy okay. hehe]
2. anyone who's bored
3. anyone

since im bored, i might as well do this lame thing that hisyam asked me to do. hehe
10 habits/facts about Sarah

1) I STONE! alot. [yes, hisyam? haha]

2) i cant leave without eyeliner on my eyes. consider urself lucky if i dont kick ur balls after stealing my eyeliner.

3) i look like minah almost all the time no matter how i dress, even WITH TUDONG! (according to some people ah) but im so not a minah okay. they suck, i rock! haha

4) i have this "fierce" expression on my face whenever i dont smile, that make people think that im very sombong and that i want to eat people up. (thats what they say also..) but im not sombong ah.

5) im very manja. dont layan me too much. coz i get spoilt quite easily.

6) i think im mentel. coz i always seem to be impatient to get married, be a taitai and be a mother of 7 kids. haha

7) im a typical girl who loves to bitch and gossip alot.

8) and im also a typical girl who's always fickle-minded almost all the time. :S

9) im a crybaby. i cry quite easily. and i tend to cry when im effing angry. :(

10) and beware, i do break hearts. intentionally or not. :/

im off to overnight at my aunt's tomorrow till monday. im so gonna miss my computer.

anyway, i just remembered a saying from cikgu maswati:

To love means to let go. If it's meant to be yours, it will come back. :)

wont you come and take this pain away..

2008-12-09T21:48:00.007+08:00

why are lifeguards all so hot? both hunks and babes, yeahh. they're like so perfect. tanned skin, nice figure, toned muscles (not only guys, girls too).. im like crushing on hot lifeguards! even the female ones!! can i lesbian with one of them? or a few of them? haha! one of lifeguard hunk looks like mr fiz! :D

k i went to wild wild wet just now with my family. so fun! but sad, no pictures. but i still think KL's sunway lagoon is better! more fun. anyway, i tried almost all the rides and slides there.. except for maybe one? the best was ular-lah! me and my mum went on it 4 times ah! until the malay lifeguard also know us already.. and the scariest was slide-up. that was effing scary, scared the effing hell out of me and aki! really felt as if we were dying.. i think it was really a near-death experience. the scariest ride ever. other than that, everything else was fun. :)

kak izah's getting married this weekend. i think we're all both sad and happy. happy for her, but sad to know she's losing her virginity soon. haha! no lah... i mean, we'll lose one cheerful and bubbly anak dara. :( but im kinda excited for the wedding coz most probably there'll be bollywood songs since kak izah also loves bollywood! :D

yesterday (hari raya haji) was quite okay.. my aunt(wak su)'s rendang is damn nice! i couldnt stop eating it with lontong! :D
the girls wore green! :D

and somehow, yayah decided to wear tudung. so random. but i like. :) she looks better and cuter with tudung. like me. haha! :)

our matching green shades. :) this was last week, when we went for 2 weddings in a single day! :D

i love this pic of me with the sunset. :)

HONDA CIVIC is sexayy! :D

ohmygod

2008-12-06T19:53:00.004+08:00

have you ever vomitted 7 times in a single day? i just did, 2 days ago. and it sucks. i think its food poisoning. lol. well anyway, thanks alot to the 2 dudes who cared about me so much, sms-ing and calling me throughout the whole day to check on me. you know who you are.. im so touched. :)

N agreed to go and watch bollywood movie with me! :D and it will be my first time watching bollywood movie in a cinema without my parents or relatives. loser, i know.. but since someone dont mind accompanying me, im finally going! :DD although N is not a fan of bollywood. but yeah, its nice to have company rather than watching alone. :)

i hope i'll start studying next wednesday. since i'll be busy for the rest of the week.

i so dont like dealing with matters of the heart. its just so complicated and troublesome. it waste your tears. k i've been in a dilemma. but i must make up my mind soon. good luck sarah. :)

hi :)

2008-11-28T13:06:00.003+08:00

Just some things I found at youtube. :)

pick me up when i fall..

2008-11-24T21:31:00.006+08:00

i hate to be sad/heartbroken/hurt. who doesnt?
i just wanna be happy. i wish i can be happy all the time, without hiding my tears or sadness.
please, im tired of getting my heart broken. its a waste of time. it can make me die faster. and i dont wanna die so fast.
will you make me happy? will you share your happiness with me? will you pick me up when i fall..?

ps. i wanna watch a bollywood movie. and i wanna attend a gorgeous wedding with lots of my favourite bollywood songs. coz they will just make me happy. will you go with me?

my brother has almost the same green shades as me! but mine nicer. :)

hi! :D

2008-11-23T12:17:00.003+08:00

Went out yesterday! So fun! I was so high! And I was happy! :D
I'm going out again later! And I'm gonna eat alot today! :D
I'm going out again tomorrow! :D
And I'm so happy now coz someone's getting married at the void deck behind my block! And the pelamin is so gorgeous! And the wedding has been playing bollywood music since last night!!!! OMG! K I'm so happy now. Thanks to all those who made this holiday such an interesting one! Thanks for layan-ing all my craziness and making me happy! Aaargghh!! I feel like screaming now coz weddings make me happy! What more with all my favourite bollywood songs playing non-stop!! Okay my wedding is soo gonna be like that. Maybe even better! Why do I feel as if I can't wait to get married? Ok stop it seh sarah.
Let's all be happy and high together! :DDDDD

amused

2008-11-19T13:40:00.004+08:00

i wanna study and understand vectors. but i cant seem to do it properly since monday. went to school on monday to study vectors but only understood like less than half? tried to study again yesterday but didnt even touch it. today, hopefully i will at least touch the notes but i doubt i will coz my mum ask me to clean the house, which will take at least 1.5 hours coz its super dirty and messy. and i still need to go out later. so i dont think there's time. maybe i'll just do some other homework.
he's coming back tmr. :)

im freaking amused by whatever happened. so funny! lol :) im such a bastard.

hi earthlings :)

2008-11-15T23:10:00.009+08:00

hi lil earthlings. im bored. wat bout u? watcha doing? entertain me pls.. before i die..
aki ask me to watch Yes Man. its this comedy starring jim carey (is he a relative of mariah carey?). heard that it's gonna be released somewhere next month? not sure, lazy to check. okay i think most probably im gonna watch it since aki said it's super funny.
i've got madrasah exam tmr. and im not studying. not at all. nice one eh.. im graduating from madrasah and im not even preparing for my final exam. heh.
ohhh and i feel like playing bowling. i just found out that safra one is cheaper than marina sq. i know im slow..
i wanna go shopping. my wardrobe looks so boring. and so is my wallet. no ka-chings!
and i feel like slacking and lepak-ing at esplanade again while eating my fav hot sweet corn, sitting down and watch people mind their own business and watch couples making out. haha.
i feel like swimming! but i dont know how to swim.. -.-"
i feel like lepak-ing at the beach!
i feel like eating tons of chocolates right now. maybe becoz im having menses. just to kill my moodswings and pms. :)
and it's been ages since i go bubbling!
okay i'll just wait for my fav lepak bestie partner to come back from cambodia to do all these together. okay sayang?
and i realise u're becoming like my inseparable twin coz we're like doing everything together. yeah, we're also in the same group for GP and chem holiday homework.
or have we been twins since 2 and a half years ago?
now i cant wait to meet him again on thursday coz i heard he bought stuffs for me! :D not that im expecting him to buy me lots of stuffs, but yeahh.. just excited. noo, im not a gold-digger. or am i one? :P
i wont be that selfish uh.. i'll come and fetch you from the airport with a gift also k. except that it's from sg. hehe. :)
i miss u..
i saw shyieka's badge on her pencil case which says:

"Best friends are like viagra. They lift you up when you are down"

soooo true!! :D

a few days ago, i concluded that i look like a minah no matter how i dress. and guess what? alsyaari actually agreed! ok that's quite surprising. but i didnt feel that insulted coz im too used to it, i guess. but no way im gonna declare myself a minah okayy.. im not one and will never be one. maybe i just look or dress like one. but i dont care anymore uh.. maybe minahs have a good fashion sense and i have one too! haha. and puh-lease, i dont wear eye-liner just because they're the IN thing now and coz everyone's wearing it. i've been wearing eye-liner ever since i was born, i swear! dont believe, ask my mum, dad, brother, sister, my whole family/relative who has been watching me grow up. so can i say that i'm the trend-setter? omg shut up, sarah. jgn prasan lah. haha
sorry for being so random on this post. im just bored and i dunno wat to blog about. but random is the love!! :D

lets continue stoning.. :)

bored.

2008-11-14T13:47:00.004+08:00

Is it just me or does the holidays this time seem more boring? Maybe it's just me coz Alsyaari is not around? I don't know. What I know is that I've been slacking my ass off at home for the past 3-4 days? I think I gain 5kg already. Lol. I need to go get my ass back on the gym and the track. By next week at least.

Hisyam is a horny bastard. Hornier ever since he turned legal. Haha.
I feel damn lazy to study or do homework. I feel like going out.

you know i'm always thinking of you..

2008-11-12T21:30:00.004+08:00

just blogging while working while waiting for him to come online.
i miss monday. the way we spent quality time together for the last time before he left. the way we came to school late together, and then decided to skip maths. :p the way we slept in chem tutorial together yet trying to wake each other up at the same time. the way we slept in the bus on the way to his house. the way we walked through the rain sharing the vanguard sheet above our heads. the way he held the vanguard sheet for us throughout 30 min? the way he kept saying humus although we both have no idea what it means, but i still laughed alot. the way he ran to cross the road like a small kid and made me run also, till i laughed like mad. the way we were being so kiddy. the way we were trying to spot honda civic. the way he kept praising the sleekness of honda civic. the way he got this rusty umbrella for us. the way he spoiled me by paying for all my meals for the day. the way we ate our favourite western food at banquet. the way i was dragged to harvey norman just to accompany him see his favourite laptops and criticise the other ugly ones. the way we exchanged gifts. the flowers and my favourite ovalteenies he gave me. the way he thanked me for my gift. the way he moved me to tears. the way we slept in the bus again on the way to bedok. the way we enjoyed ourselves at our favourite spot. the way he bought me bubble tea. the way he sent me home. the way we said goodbyes. the way we saw each other for the last time (before he left). the way we talked on the phone for the last time.. :) IMY
psst.. see my face on this website. http://www.goodybooksschoolsalesrep.com/ :)

bye

2008-11-11T20:58:00.004+08:00

bad news:
1) he's left for cambodia. for ten days. :(((( pls pray for me that i can survive.
2) cambodia time is 1 hour late. means i have to be online quite late at night to chat with him. but thats quite okay i guess.. 1 hour is better than 2 or more..
good news:
1) cambodia got internet!! i'll be chatting with him on msn tonight! :))

today is very boring and mendakzz.. i've been feeling terrible since last night. most probably due to the fact that he left for cambodia this morning. talked to him on the phone last night and 3 plus this morning (for the last time before he left). then i went to sleep. but i keep waking up at every sms i got. coz it was the last few messages from him. and when the last one came, i shed one or two drops of tears. then i slept again. lol.

i've been having sore throat since last night. and i feel as if im gonna have a fever again soon. no appetite to eat. although im hungry. is this the side effects of having ur loved one away from u? it feels really terrible.. am i lovesick? okay stop it sarah. u're gonna survive. dont be a loser. it's gonna be like this when he goes to NS. just behave yourself when he's not around. :)

but seriously uh.. it feels as if a part of me is gone when he left. as if half of my life is torn away. as if im lifeless! as if im dead. as if i've no one left in this world. urghhh.. im so not used to this. for 3 years, he's always been there for me. and we've spent almost every single day of our lives together. almost. it's like we're always there for each other. always together. its not surprising when other people say we have no life. coz we're just too used to each other. i think it's the first time we're separated for so long.. and we're gonna get used to it. though we dont want to. this is just another obstacle in our relationship. before we know it, it's over. and i'll fetch him from the airport. :)

ok stop it sehh.. why do i sound so jiwang? or too emotional? hehe. time will pass by quickly. dont worry.. :)

ps. IMY. ILYVM. tc syg. :)

happy and contented :DDD

2008-11-09T22:44:00.007+08:00

Friday
There was 4.5 hours break between maths and chem. So me and ali actually went to watch movie at century sq. Watched The Coffin. It was okay.. Not that nice though.. Anyway, we really had a great time the whole day. Ate all kinds of food and spent quality time together. :)
I was lepak-ing at the audi toilet while waiting for him to be done in the toilet, before going for the movie.
And the best part. That night, I found out that I'm the top sales rep for October!! Cool shit! Be prepared to see my face on the website by next week. :DDD

Saturday
Was supposed to be busy the whole day. Left house at 10.30am to meet a customer at cck, then went to office at raffles place to get more books, then went to meet another customer at punggol. By then, it was already 3.30pm and I just remembered that I still had to wash my shoes and socks, and do madrasah project! But the temptation of meeting him again is just too great. So I lost the battle and agreed to go out with him for awhile. Lol. Met at city hall, ate at marina sq, lepak at esplanade and became camwhores for the day! :DDD
We had fun using this mosaic feature thingy on my cameraphone. :)
Really enjoyed his company coz it always make my day! :D
I reached home at 8pm and managed to wash my shoes/socks AND complete my madrasah project in less than 2 hours! :D
Oh! I got my pay cheque at the office. $300++ uh beb!! This is all thanks to my hard work for the past few weeks last month. :DDD

Sunday
Went to madrasah and Munirah bought the latest LowKayHwa book, To Forget You. Then Shyieka saw the book and thought it looked interesting. So she read the book on the spot. And when she reached the halfway mark, she was already crying so badly!! Lol. Not that surprising, but it made me very happy. Haha. Not because she might buy the book from me, but just happy that she found the book nice. She said it was "fucking sad". And that made my day! :D Amni is also interested in the book coz she asked me for the website!! Cool shit! Hopefully this is a sign that I will make more money this month! :D
Selamat Bertunang to Kak Marina!!
Sadly, no pics coz somehow noone brought our camera.

Ps. so many things made me happy for the past few days. im finally not that sad anymore. alhamdulillah. looks like i've made the right choice. hope it stays that way.. :))

oh-pee

2008-11-06T21:04:00.004+08:00

oral presentation was damn scary. somehow, i wasnt nervous at first. i started becoming nervous only when our turn came. lol.
when i was presenting, i was looking at my audience. and then there was this chinese guy in the audience, he got some nerve problem. he actually winked at me!! and i was like wtf! im presenting! i know it wasnt on purpose but i was super disturbed, i couldnt concentrate on my presentation. lol. i told safiyah about it and she said she also got the wink from him. haha! funny guy. i dunno whether to blame u or not coz i know it wasnt on purpose, but u disturbed us and screwed our presentation!!

well hopefully i get decent grades for my op.

PW is over baybeee!!! :DDDDD

ps. i wish u didnt have to leave me. at least bring me with u..

novemberrr...

2008-11-04T19:53:00.009+08:00

somehow, there's not much things to look forward to this holiday.. just some simple, normal, common stuffs to do during holidays.

coz mr. bf is going for ocip next monday night. so its like wtf coz its 10 bloody days! i should also be going if not for my health condition. urghh... ok. so i think later my sawan datang during that 10 days. i'll be acting weird and nonsense and childish and whatnot coz im just retarded when he's not there for sooo long.
hopefully can go watch movie with him soon before he leaves for cambodia.
ps. i swear i will miss u like !@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*

other things coming up this month:

~~im still waiting to know whether i'm the top sales rep or not..~~
~~receiving my fat pay cheque! :D~~
~~end of pw!~~
i feel like playing bowling! :D
~~lessons. -.-"~~
accompany my mum to attend more weddings! :D
~~prepare all chem tutorials, for once.~~
~~kak marina's engagement~~
work harder, make more money. :)
1 year anniversary since my operation. lol
study more.. prepare for next yr. -.-

i just found out that mr. x has a gf. lol. not surprising. and i dont feel that bad coz im attached too. :D lol

hot!

2008-11-01T17:39:00.003+08:00

im hothothot!!

okay dont vomit. i mean im having fever lah.. lols. it was 39.1 deg yesterday!! can it be any higher? gosh.. slept like babi the whole day since yesterday. felt so terrible. headache, giddy, nauseous, no appetite. actually i felt hungry. really wanted to eat something. but everything tastes so bland! this is so irritating.
my dad sent me to polyclinic this morning. but he didnt accompany me there. lols. so i had to sit there for 1 hour plus alone.. boring lah..
urghh... i got no mood to do anything. so im just being a computer chair potato here. blearghh..

im still waiting to know whether im the top sales rep for october or not. i kept refreshing the goodybooksschoolsalesrep website again and again!! urgghhh... pls update soon. i really want that 50 bucks bonus! http://www.goodybooksschoolsalesrep.com/

Family Outing!!

2008-10-29T20:41:00.007+08:00

Family outing on Deepavali!! :D
4 destinations altogether.
HortPark, Henderson Waves, Haw Par Villa and Vivo City!!

Left house early at 9am and ate bread in the car..

At some bridge, walking towards HortPark.

At HortPark.

Henderson Wave!! Me and my mum acting emo coz nak step Nurun Nuwarah in her Jeritan Sepi video. lol

Haw Par Villa!

Take a Bow - Rihanna

2008-10-22T19:12:00.000+08:00

Ohh, how about a round of applause
Yeah, standing ovation
Oooh ohh yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You're so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

And don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now (but it's over now)
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone)
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on
Talkin' about, girl, I love you, you're the one
This just looks like a re-run
Please, what else is on (ohh)

And don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now (but it's over now)
Go on and take a bow

Ohh, and the award for the best liar goes to you
For making me believe that you could be faithful to me
Let's hear your speech out

How about a round of applause
A standing ovation

But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
Now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now (but it's over now)
Go on and take a bow

But it's over now

Yeah, it's over...

hello

2008-10-22T18:21:00.001+08:00

its a new blog again!! i've made countless blogs already. and this may not be the last one. lol. okay bye.